currently doing homework.
damn it.
i met some fcking sore losers in gaming.
and u know what?
they kick ppl who win them.
they kick me more than 5 time pls.
wtf.
fck off lor.
sore loser.
kip losing dun play la.
knn.
u think u pro meh?
dck head.
=.=
siam la lor.


today.
lessons as usual.
kind of bored.
but slept last 2 period.
xD
duting tests.
and.
home-d after chemistry.
ok.
kind of understood QA.
=.=
sian !
nvr mind.
home-d to see doctor.
and gamed.
din study toda.
damn.
time is running out.
oh fck it.=.=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA ! (:


currently listening to wei ni cun zai- by fei lun hai (shuang mian fei lun hai )

im kind of pissed out by some posts you know.
u totally dun get what im saying,
and you say you understand.
you want to give up is it?
forget it?
u simply dun even understand what th.hell im saying.
since u wan to post on blog,
i post it back fer you.
don't care really can dun care?
we dun care dun care,
in the end also care,
u like that say,
FAIR TO US NOT.
let go and let go,
did we even let go ?
we still tried to stay by your side for u as much as possible,
yea u priortise us,
but u can also do that to others,
both of us, can have our way of priortising ppl.
u think ppl really dun care and let go?
think twice.
u can take this fcking post as insulting you,
or advise given to you.
whatever i say is also worthless what?
u think people care?
its not like as if we dun understand.
i alr tell u,
dun use that guniang sentence.
i get doubly pissed out when i see that.
when ppl try to understand,
and try to say,
all the more u say,
keep things to oneself.
not we dun wan forgive you.
YOU have to see what u alr done,
forgiveness take time,
if dun forgive,
after incidents thru incidents,
we WONT even care nor talk to you.
what are we doing nwo?
talking to you?
going out with you?
is that called forgetting and let go?
and not forgiving?
im not pissed out that much.
its the posts that made me say so.




THURSDAY
school as usual,
just exceptionally tiring,
and its the release of o lvl results !
hmm.
surprising,
Yeetian got 5A1 !
siao! pro pro !
andre got distinctions also.
and yuxiang !
congrats !
vince got his graqdes,
average though,
but its alright ! (:
heh heh heh.
home-d and played.
and did banne for felicia meimei !
and did up her blogskin too !
(:
and i did mine of cos. hahas. (:
and slept at 1130pm feeling pissed by ppl in MSN.
cause they were disturbing me . BEN SNG ! !



friday
schol as usual,
dimsissed at 1225pm,
and went back for remedial at 135 to 215,
went for cca,
before tt had clay making,
cca dimsissed early,
and mr lim brought us rackets.
to play badminton.
home-d after that.
nth much.
cs with andre,
clement,
weihao,
rx,
and boonbin.
ok. i got pawned everything.
DUH !
nvm.




Im goign cycling later xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIXIANG !
wish u good luck for O LVL RESULTS TMR !
and good luck to OTHERS TOO !

Let's start blogging from Sunday,
and i should blog before people start to say that my blog is rotting.

Sunday
as usual,
a sunday morning.
had to wake up early,
to go market to help papa.
help till a certain time,
went to bring grandfather down.
iie wish that grandpa will recover.
but its mentioned that my grandpa is old
D:
booosbooos.
T.T
mama allowed me to buyy fishcake !
woohoo.
delicious ok. !
xDDDDD
came back to the market,
and started to try removing fish scales.
woohoo.
it was fun.
i did the fish cleanly ok !
xD
dens.
the fish poke me in my hand.
and, ooo,
the blood oooozed.
got photo ok !
xD
haahahs.
so much blood flow out.
but at night became painful duh !
xD
and home-d.
went out thereafter,
and bus-ed home. (:


MONDAY
yawn the start of anohter week.
went to school with a heavy heart.
lessons as usual,
but of course,
its getting guniang boring.
managed to survive thru the day =.-
YAWN !
T.T

TUESDAY
Lessons as usual again!
OMG LAHHH !
getting tired in classes.
darn it.
mofo.
im tired tired tired !!!! damnnnn.
nothing to blog abt.
samuel's pissing me off in duty .
AT NIGHT !
there is a celebration !
and there is FIREWORKS ~!
woohoo. i love eunos.
MY HOUSE IS SO DIRECT IN FRONT OF THE FIREWORKS !
pretty lEH !
xDD HAHAHAH !
den went down.
so man singaporean picking 4D number.
LOLs.
cos the god of wealth got give. HAHAH ! see the fotos later.
thats aall !

WEDNESDAY
TODAY !
assembly as usual.
almost lost the keys.
DUH !
scared the f-king life otta me darn.
LOLS.
i tot i needa to pay 50 bucks.
but found it instead. xD
HAHA !
guniang la.
den.
back to class for SS test.
oh what the hell..
i din know how to write it.
=.-
Geog was hilarious.
and. recess.
back to class for more lesson.
and dimissed.
damn.
was really pissed out in afternoon lunch.
nvm its alrights.
home-d.
went ot see doctor.
T.T
and SLEPT !
mama put alarm clock.
ZZZ.
sadded i cant sleep overtime. T.T
hahahas.
thats all !

I JUST LEARNT OF A VERY SHOCKING TRUTH.
HOW DARE U !
SUCH A BIATCH.
PLAY WITH MY DI FEELING.
GOT STEAD STILL HUG AND KISS OTHER PPL.
SAY WHAT.
SORRY SORRY SORRY.
SORRY CAN CURE U GO DO TO EVERYSINGLE GUY U SEE.
I TELL U PEOPLE WILL DESPISE U .

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hoho. im in good mood now ! (:
oh yea.
forgot to say that im touched.
he waited for me till2am when i accidentally fell asleep forgetting to call him !
and 67 missed calls.
oh my. sorry sorry.
=.-
Went to bai bai today with mama !
i love mama !
met her at the place,
and after that went to have lunch !
mama is sooo good !
when i said i wanted yong tau foo,
she bought it !
thanks mama ! (:
dens.
bus-ed down to paya lebar.
was chatting me wif mama on the way (:
bought things with her
then while she went home,
i went out .
went out with qing ai de Winnie xDDD (:
sorry ma fan you train down to paya lebar and waited for me (:
den 3 of us bus-ed down to orchard,
and went far-east. xDD
thanks for accompanying.
nothing really caught my eye.
so..
yeps. we walked to heeren cos i wanted wanton mian for dinner !
xie xie qing ai de!
while walking,
winnie ate curry puff xD
everytime go out with her,
she eat ccurry puff.
later she have the curry puff face.
=.-
LOLS !
dens.
walked for a long time,
met ppl on the way.
saw mdm mark !
oh my,
i miss her! xD
and finally we reached heeren,
joked while walking.
went new urban male.
xDD and they started looking at clothes.
LOLs.
then.
went up to the stall,
and ate wanton mian,
needed to wait soo long for seats and sorry for tt !
den. i asked for extra hot,
wow,
their chili is very very hot,
and i really felt high.
LOLs.
neo-prints after dinner !
paiseh ah.
found out it was late,
and train-ed home.
joke-d and laughed alot on the way xD
LOLs. so funny luh !
they accompany me home,
thanks !
xDDD
now im blogging.
gonna sleep soon !
tmr need help papa.
wheeeeee!






NEOPRINTS !

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i didn't blog for days.
its like so boring.
hais.
lessons lessons lessons as usual..
things happened..
and i shud listen to my friend,
and stop thinking about it,
start afresh (:
well.
lalala. its wasnt supposed to be out in the first place..
hais.
nvm.
well.
ytd friday.
had lessons till 1225.
thought had remedial,
but classmate told me it was cancelled.
so happy and so high !
den i high with my juniors.
saw clement on the way,
called him so many many time.
he cant hear.
lawls.
went to market for food,
and talked with gujuan,ruiyun,kimberly,and one more girl.
den i was laughing at ben sng callin ghim sicko pervert all e way.
backed tosch for cca,
and waited for gujuan.
rahhs.
home-d and played.
im going outt later !
with qing ai de (:
LAWLS.
CNY is coming coming.
got rehearsals.
i cant wait for CNY to COME !!
OMGOMG.
can wear new clothes,
and pumps ! XDD llalala !
heh heh heh (:
alrightt.
dun wanna blog le. byee !

rayna : hello niece xDDD (:
jiayuan: LOLS. xDDDD (:
ben sng : haaas. sry ahs. (:

seeing the things in my room,
and looking and thinking back at the times,
i recalled the times,
i had ups and down.
there was always support coming for me,
but thereafter no more.
i feel troubled,
but precisely i feel that no one really understand me now,
all i needed,
was just a perfect ear to me.
thats all i ask for.
i have really understanding friends,
like winnie,jiayuan,shuting and gujuan,
but how do i approach my every single problem?
i had the courage to go up on stage to say i love my parents.
but why dun i have the courage to tell you?
tell u i wish for more freedom,
tell u i wish for ur change.
its been so long.
i prefered to keep it quiet.
in the silent .
or should i start to mention it alr?
i don't want to.
Sighs.
give me a solution please.



today.
lessons as usual.
beginning to feel tired.
but at least i made it thru so many days.
home-d after finding jiayuan and the rest .
thanks yuan for waiting for me.
i wish sat comes faster.
so that i can go out.
im tired.
this is tiring.
i got no mood to blog alr.
sayonara.

Leimen : i will link you

samuel : i reply you on msn. PM me with u online.

Jayman : hi pri sch fren xD hah. i will link you no worry

Alwin : KORKOR ! xDDD sorry sias. xD hahahs.

Elaine: no its not complusory. they wont force you. enjoy.

ben : hi apprentice vice chair o.O understudy under me. xDDD

once again.
im blogging with a mood.
thats just not right.
but its true.

i failed as a godsister out .
i feel darn disappointed,
and damn angry.
but wht the hell can i do?
i can do nothing just to change it out of you.
slap the fcking thing that existed right in the life.
fuck it .
i've lost.
lost to that darn fucking thing which has no god damned dignity.
which proves it all.
my words are worthless aint it.
its all up to you,
to realise if its a god damn benefit to you,
or does it destry you.
and destroy teh friendship.
i know im harsh.
and im firm this time,
if im worthless to a nothing,
i wont even CARE .
its a big bloody piece wasting my god damned time.
i feel stupid.
you know what?
IVE REALISED THAT BLOODY PHRASE.
ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY,
and its THRICE.
yea. im a nobody,
a no use,
like as if,
im younger or what the fuck,
im usless.
_l_.
i dun give it a damn anymore.
its up to you to change, or not to change.
i really dun want to see it again.
this is the final time im forgiving you because of that thing which has no fucking dignity.
if you wanna do it again,
dun bother asking me for forgiveness.
because u want that forgiveness,
im giving it to you.

hi all.
im home.
now is. 11.41pm !
i just came back from the 3 day motivational camp.
which in fact, i did come home,
but i couldnt blog it. (:
lets share some time (:


DAY 1 (:
i woke up to sch with a heavy mind,
thinking that this camp will be god damn boring.
i was wrong.
first thing i went inside,
i saw mr lim,
yes,
edrick their TA,
and Benjamin also TA.
and they started to prepare.
so yepps.
thats like that.
the course started.
and i coudlnt stick my butt their,
cos i was. so guniang cold.
=.-.
but its alright.
dens.
we knew our instructors.
Gary, Pamela and DAnny.
nice people (:
home-d at 9 plus close to 10,
the edrick disturb me,
call me da jie,
den what ma mak in catonese.
argh,
miss tan ai hua gave me a ride to the station.
paiseh la.=.-
thats all.


DAY2
morning woke up late,
had breakfast.
i so pissed out.
by the juniors.
everday late.
then scolded them in front of the people.
sorry but i had to do that.
after that.
camp as usual,
learned more thingys.
at night,
danny scolded us on purpose,
yes i cried.
omg..
thats the first time.
i realised i was so selfish towards ppl.
and yes, i love daddy mummy.
i wrote them a letter. (:
i love you mama and papa.
(:


DAY 3,
last day of the camp.
pamela finsied talking,
and came danny.
danny tlaked to us,
and gary also talked to us.
called mama up,
ask her if she coming,
sadly nope.
Lunchtime,
went CCA,
and i got promoted to chairperson.
congrats to zhenghong and benjamin for promoting too.
den at night,
the talk started,
people started to go up,
and say thigns to their parents.
i cried.
decided to pick up my courage,
and move in front to talk.
(:
thank you yujing and my classmates,
for encouraging me (:
i said i love m parents,
and other things else.
i really do.
i treasure my friends.
this camp,
made me realise,
i love my classmates,
class 4f,
even if they dun like me or what (:
cos my class is great (:
would like to thank yujing, dawn, xiumei, eliza, susan, jiayuan, and the rest,
for encouragement,
and giving me your hugs (:
thank you.
went up to shake mr fahmy and ms patrina tan hand,
and i walked arnd,
i hugged, mrs tay, mrs lam, miss cheong, mrs poh, mrs chan, and mdm tay.
hah. its the first time.
i forgot all to say,
i thank the trainers for changing me,
and make me realise i have good classmates,
i love all of yoU !
i love Daddy and mummy too !
home-d at 1030,
and said bye to the TA,
edrick, kenny etc.
poor guys. they have to carry heavy things.
nice meeting all of you,
good luck (:


thats all folk ! (:

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sunday.
yesterday.
helped papa with business in the morning..
thenns.
was late in meeting kokhua to pass him cheena hwk.
and watch them jamming a while,
den i disturb.
they ask me to use mic sing =.-
i have fear.
hahas.
den try try the qing tian sing sing.
den ok lor.
den bus-ed down to parkway.
met mama later.
and did my homework.
saw 2 ppl.
when u put money,
then they move.
nvr put money,
they dun move.
tts all. bad mood dun wan blog.


TODAY.
school kind of sucked as usual.
and im in a fucking bad mood.
dun feel like blogging.




dun do things i detest.

back for more updates.
zzz.
changed the song to alvin and chipmunks.
yesterday hadd school.
again =.-
2 free period,
so i took the chance to sleep !
xD
im sosososo tired.
i dunn0 whyys.
lessons as usual,
but when it was english, some ppl need present,
so miss wong drew lots,
and iie was one of them.
zz.
shared wht i read from the holidays,
and dunno why so the nervous. toot.
=.-
met vincent in school at 12.25,
andd train-ed down to lavender for him to make passport.
the toopid aunty say me for nth
phuckk it !
denns.
we train-ed down to bugis ferr pepper lunch !
xDDDD
he treat me !
heh. so nice of yous !
and we train-ed back home.
surprising we saw shuting,
andd
pei-ed her around.
although i was tired. T.T
home-d to sleep,
and almost late,
din pick up mama call,
and she didnt buy duck rice for me !
i almost cried.
T.T
LOLs.
ok
joking.
thenns.train-ed to school,
chatted with the prefects,
anddd after eerything was over,
staff aunty jennifer and i, plus benjamin sng,
went for dinner, and i sprained my ankle.
sob.
now its big. T.T
LOLs.
but is ok la.
can ren yi ren,
and i going out lols.
gonna gt my things from vin,
and buy books.
T.T
sighhhhhs.
supposed later i w ould be studying.
but,
let's play first. xD
sayonara peepo ! (:

tags replies

frankie : yayaya. school reopen liao la. ya la ya la.. LOLs.cannot have new year resolution mehhh. hahahhahahahs. thanks for ur wishes

School has officially started for 2 days.
and here i am, blogging about what happened.
and congratulations !
Anna is offically certified,
most likely if she do not take care of herself,
SICK !
darn it. been sick so many times since last year.
BLA BLA BLA.
_l_
tiring la. mofo.


1st day of school.
woke up at 5am,
met qiping and gujuan meimei,
train-ed down to school,
had to do duty as usual like what i usually did,
so yepp.
tiring.
but this time, is at parade square,
and move on the attire and grooming check with assembly topics.
BORED. =.=
juniors were kind of noisy first day of sch already.
and several were late for duty.
mr lim KC was the AVA in charge now for media club.
wa. so many change of teacher laaaa.=.-
attire and grooming check,
told benjamin teo to go down with me to return romi thingys,
then come back,
walking up staircase,
MRS TEO JUST WALK OUT OF THE HALL AND CATCH,
SAYING HIS HAIR IS TOO LONG !
come on la.
ppl in middle of duty leh.
im like,
in use of students and u send them go DC,
part of sch rule yes i know,
but what for catch now sias,
always zheng dui AVA students.
damn !
change my cca to 1st cca if u dun wna me complain lor.
i need people sias and just catch liddat.
ZZZ!
walk-ed to office to return key,
and walk-ed back to classroom.
mr chew checked particulars nia,
and i saw the timetable ,
all the more fcuking sian !
recess at 1040-1115!?
wtf sias !
dismiss at tues and thurs 1445.
then know wht,
go downm
no food le.=.-
and lessons are boring boring !
and all the way play talk sleep.
ms wong is my english teacher.
oh sighs.
=.-


DAY 2,
morning did duty again !
its raining.
and samuel quek din turn up for duty.
=.-
angry.
den back to class,
normal lessons.
nothing much.
must buy more books,
and sms-ed with ppl when i walking,
went to vince hse,
and home-d.
chionging english and POA homework later while watching tv sian !
and to ppl whom i promise i will studying hard,
i will bear tt in mind (:
annd work hard,
i nid help help help !

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winnie : QIng ai de ! xD oks. tyty ahs (:

ben : junior, if u dun wan me to throw u all zi bao once i step down, mind ur words fck

hello all.
in a flash of time,
2008 is here.
and its a new year,
SO HAPPY NEW YEAR !
2007 was eventful,
and was certainly the most up's and down's i had.
quarrels with friends,
did not do well in studies,
problems with myself,
parents, and health.
but everything turned towards the good side,
so perhaps my life is better now (:
shan't dwell on the kind of sad things that has happened,
and what i say is i currently treasure the present (:
its just too perfect (:
and i cant ask for anything much better.
i had lovable friends,
and of course,
friends that arenot close to me,
certainly are nice too (:
a begin of a new year marks a new start for me,
and i will get ready for the challenge ahead which i promised people i will,
The O Levels.
i promised that i will work hard this year,
and i swear i will.
perhaps,
its a year when im going to start burying my head in,
BOOKS. (:
i'm gonna make friend with them,
and get goods grades for each and every of the subjects.
i'll go out lesser,
and study more at home,
and of course,
lesser computer time (:
yepps. (:
here's my new Year resolution (:

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