I'm probably just another girl <3

Sunday, May 31, 2009

i dont know how to explain how i feel right now.

punching wall is a kind of releasing stress to me.
i can't wait you know.
i cannot wait until i reach home and punch the pillow or something.

i don't wish for anything much next tuesday.
all i wish is that i won't have a setback,
like a happy birthday,
and few days later, tadah, i get another sort of nonsense.
aiya. i dont know lah.

i don't understand,
why it's always the case,
when you do something,
and you regret it,
the next moment, you apologise and the cycle goes over and over again.
like calling others another name,
and you feel guilty when someone close to you realise it. ._.
someone asked me before.
how easy could you say ily to someone?
i said , i don't know.
then what if you keep saying to the person,
the person doesnt reply,
how you feel?
i replied i dont know again.
so whatever he/she asked relating to this,
i said i don't know.
then if the person said it to someone else and not you?
lucky didn't ask.
hahaha.
ok nvm nonsense.

k im going to rest.
blog tmr.

Love, Anna at {/12:35 am}

Thursday, May 28, 2009

you should know that this is for you (:
heh (: i know you will be very gandong.

i am very elated to know that you've found someone nice to you once again,
that will really understand you,
and care for you even when you're sick (:
and of course,
this time, you've really kept your promise to yourself about waiting till after your exams.
i'm sure both of you will really last long soon! (:
soon because you two aren't exactly together yet.
but remember what i told you before. (:
don't feel so negative or what,
for you know that no matter anything that happens,
someone is bound to be there for you .
so you just have to try to tolerate everything that's coming along.
if it makes you really unhappy,
you can come to me anytime,
except that i don't know if i can ,
my cellphone is always switched on for you,
because i know when you need, you will always call me (:
whatever problem that has surfaced,
will be solved by the time that you two are together (:
so feel happy :D

Love, Anna at {/2:12 pm}

ph*ck

n*c* lah.
i'm unhappy but i cannot show my displeasure.

see le also not happy.
cannot do anything !
cfm i say, sure got something happen !
AH FFFFF.

Love, Anna at {/1:14 pm}

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

if i had another chance/choice,
i hoped to had not bring people so much pain.
i hope to not hurt people so much.

I only bring disappointment to people around me,
nowadays.

perhaps i didn't show it obvious enough,
but i don't care anymore.

Love, Anna at {/10:41 pm}

Monday, May 25, 2009

blah blah blah.

7 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY !

farrkkk. i very irritated with my phone!
bring it for kuku service don't know how many time already !
1st time, laggy.& keypad spoil.
2nd time , battery error, phone error.
3rd time, this time, its KEYPAD spoil again !
nahhhbua. i go service,
then i save few hundred of dollars to go BUY A NEW PHONE !
cannot tahan already. ._.

anyway, ME LOVE QAD ! :D
hahaha.
SHE BOUGHT ME A PRESENT MUCH EARLIER,
BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY !
hahahah. ME LOVE LOVE YOU AH :D
SHOW YOU ALL THE PRESENT NEXT TIME :D
heehee. can't wait !

FRIDAY,
went out to meet jerome (:
then i went out to do my project.
at potong pasir !
but sadly when i went back to amk to meet jerome,
i wanted to play maxtune,
i lost my personal card ):
-NANA, last seen in pink !
blue neon. 2k+ stars. (:

SATURDAY
heh. had lunch with QAD ! :D
then went over to collect my phone,
and head down to meet jerome at bishan.
took bus 133 to bugis,
longlong ride :D
went to iluma,
but didn't catch anything today ):
spent a bomb manzx.
then went to bugis arcade,
TKA. Check timezxz.
then after that,
me and jerome wanna rush to cine watch movie.
in the end? no movie ticks already ):
walked to ps.
then never watch movie.
ended up we stay at cyber dome,
and play l4d.
went over to atrium,
and the rest came over from 7th floor,
LOLs. left joyce and js when all of them dont know go where.
marco, daryl also there ._.
tuned, and went homeeeee. ):
hahahaha.

SUNDAY !
headed to watch movie,
uninvited,
and scared the shit outta me ):
went to tka for a while,
and bused to bishan
nothing else :D

TODAY
had school as usual,
damn boring leh !
mickeymouse ask me do question on the board,
and i was like ._.
A was funny. she went to the board,
and she write wrong ._.
haha. guess we're all sleepy.
took cab from tanah merah station today.
suay lah. monday and i spend so much money already ):
went up the train station at eunos,
said excuse me to one uncle.
and the uncle DIAO me instead of letting me pass.
so i said, siam lah. when i got so near, and i just ran to the train,
before it closed it's doors.
and suay, the train stuck in the middle for don't know how long.
and i could have gone to school on time but in the end i had to take cab ):
wasted my money ):
lunch at tampines at cafe cartel with ming,mervin,kokwei,serchet, Angela,
and bused back to school.
OFA was alright.
CMS was SAI. ._.
mum and dad sent me home after school.
wonderful :D
hahahah.
okay :D
gottago !

i miss you so.

tags replies:

MAYA JIE
yup. they came ps.
one bunch of xialan ppl .
see their face want puke already ._.
like sai. barry looks like a bird. HAHAHA :D

ALOY
what bunny head !
looks so cute :D
hahahaha.
i replied about me and jerome in your blog?
lol. not together.
hah. anything i will reply you in your blog :D (:

WINNIE QAD
i know you appreciate my kindness !
but i really really want to spread it !
hahaha. My bday go sing K, but must be later cos,
you all got o levels !
my bday go eat steamboat !
hahahah :D
i laoniang,
i more pro :D
hahahah :D
you xmm ! :D
i know you love love your honey ! :D
my pictures, STILL IN MY BLOG !
your com lousy LAH :D

FELICIA MEI
hahah. ive done my job.
SPAM ALREADY ! :D
hahahah :D
me love you ! :D

A
lol. don't worry.
i know hwo to take care.
faint only, no big deal one.
just tummy pain HAHAH :D WHEE.
yea. that time i was with my JEROME :D
hahahas
not MY ONE lah :D

SHIRLEY
i april intake :D
school of business :D
hahaha.

Kenric
shifu ! i feel so bad lah :D
lol. =/
hahaha. thanks :D

Love, Anna at {/8:13 pm}

Saturday, May 23, 2009

pardon me for this full of profanities post.

CCB. you spam her somemore,
i make sure i get your pic,
and shame you here.
i've done it before to others,
i can do it again.
you f*cking pea brain bitch.
GROW UP . PEOPLE BIG EYES ,
YOU JEALOUS IS IT?
GO ASK YOUR MOTHER WHY YOUR EYE SO SMALL LAH.
ASK HER TO GET A KNIFE,
STAB YOU , AND ASK HER TO GIVE BIRTH TO YOU AGAIN,
WITH THE BIG EYES YOU ARE JEALOUS ABOUT PEOPLE HAVING.
SO BLOODY GROW UP! PRIMARY 5 KID.
BLOODY F*CK.

Love, Anna at {/11:36 am}

Friday, May 22, 2009

NANA

ME HAS LOST MY MAXIMUM TUNE PERSONAL CAR,
-NANA,
AT AMK HUB VIRTUALAND.
LAST SEEN IN PINK ):
KIND SOULS RETURN IT TO ME THANKS ):

Love, Anna at {/8:45 pm}

Thursday, May 21, 2009

blah

hello. i'm in school for lesson.
OFA lessons now.
bored. finished my assignment kinda early.
._.
so weird now again.
don't know what's in my retarded mind.

finished cookies 2 days ago ,
asked jerome, robert and ivan, jay come my hse.
QAD didn't come cos she was busy. ahuh ahuh.
jay went for work. sorry uh.
waste your time.

irritated with my mother.
she's crazy. or w/e. i can't be bothered.
baked the cake too.
i swear next time i'm not going to do fucking retarded stuffs for lifeskills lessons,
from ITE.
fuck. waste of my time.
but at least i had the companion of jerome and the rest.
or i'll be bored.
finished decorating the cake yesterday.
look kind of nice at first,
but i put inside the fridge and wtf the whip cream melted,
spoiling the whole cake.
thanks wilson kor for helping me to cut the slices of the mango. (: wonderful.
gave the first 2 pieces to doob,
and some other people will get their share tomorrow.
irritating lah. feeling so cranky now because of my best friend.
she visits me at the wrong time each month.

oh ya. i enjoyably, spammed felicia mei's blog.
cos some dogs think they are intelligent.
it's okay , i don't mind being a nosey parker for her.
(:
and i guess i'm never going to skip lessons again.
cos i skipped lifeskills lessons and pretty much made people feel otherwise.
i didn't study hard enough, so i got into ITE,
even if i get into Poly, my parents won't care.
because i'm nothing in their eyes.
and i deserved it for getting into ITE.
so i shall get my ass into poly by next year,
so that i won't be compared with some JC students.
or rather however people feel about me.
ite students always kena look down.
hate it when wtf people look at your uniform,
and give you that kinda fagging eyes saying,
you're from ITE, distant from you , cos i don't want to get into the end (:
hahahaha.
okay lah. im pretty fine saying all these.
i'm working hard but who bothers anyway,
i study for o's,
my mother will say i never study.
i never study, it will still be never study.
amazing.
okay, lessons ending soon.
gotta finish blogging.
anyway.
formatted my computer ytd.
gotta start transfering back my files into my computer.
jamming session tmr for an hour.
i guess i'll head down to meet jerome before i go and come back.

i don't have a problem with you.
so don't start your fagging nonsense with me. (:

same thing, im lazy to reply tags,
reply soon.

Love, Anna at {/2:40 pm}

Monday, May 18, 2009

OHH BTW : D

IM BAKING CAKE AND COOKIE TOMORROW FOR LLA PROJECT.
EXAMS ARE COMING SOON : D
andddddddddd.

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 15 DAYS !
andd !
I MIGHT BE GOING SEOUL GARDEN !
WHEEE.
and GOING K WITH QQQAAADDD : D
and OTHERS !

Love, Anna at {/9:52 pm}

HIHIHI !
finally im back for a proper update : D
lets start from....THURSDAY !

kkk. so had school,
lessons, crapped around and stuffs !
HAHAHA. let me let out a secret !
A AND ME SKIPPED SCHOOL FIRST PERIOD !
and we had mac for breakfast,
cos we were late for school,
and we don't want monster punishment.
nope ! you didn't see wrongly ! childish PUNISHMENT !
LOLs. but anyway. hahaha. we had mac,
and we were good girls studying at mac after that !
met mervin by coincidence and we went school together.
then we were studious for the whole day :D
heehee :D smile widely :D

FRIDAY
okayyy !
no school for the morning,
cos of sports dayyyy : D
then went school for BEV only.
we got so frustrated so we left. HAHAHA.
answered the question already so why bother !
then i rushed home to talk to mum and dad,
so that my dad will not say i've been out everyday .
._. sianded.
okay, bathe and headed down to zhonghua,
to meet jerome.
company him to bishan,
and i rotted downstairs.
went to plaza sing to watch mooooooooooooVIES.
heh. ANGEL AND DEMONS !
nice show.
THE GRAND CATHAY SOMEMORE.
heehee. first time .
kkk. then went over to catch toy.
sorry for hitting your head by accident.
didn't mean it ):
headed over to plaza sing,
meet the usual people !
SNR SNR SNR ! (:
played many rounds of tune tune tune !
then headed home with QAD,
and STI and JEROME waited for their bus.
slept rather late.
._.

SATURDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEN SHIFU ! : D
LAST LONG WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND :D

Mother was unwell.
so i had to wake up much earlier than always to go help dad.
sian. and i came home really late.
then was actually meeting JEROME at 2 plus,
but norad ask him out.
so i went ps.
had a fun time with everyoneeee (:
hahahahahaa.
but sorry i was cranky lmao.
=/
(:
QAD was niceee manzxz. she Companied me.
oh before we went ps,
she came my house for LUNCH :D
and headed over to her house.
and we cabbed down to Atrium.
cos i was lazyy ):
=/
HAHAHA. me no rich, me poor : D
so at night,
after countless hours,
of waiting ,
he finally came back :D
heh. :D
played tune with the LOT1 people ._.
wtf bunch of attitude problem assless people.
they insulted my gandaddy and his girlfriend.
OH if you pass by,
'll tell you this !
YOU DON'T ACCEPT GIRLS IN YOUR TEAM,
SNR, PS.F has GIRLS IN THEIR TEAM.
SO WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM?
and want play until so xialan at ps.
you don't play better.
propose match, say you all got exam.
got exam don't play lah !
still come play for what?
can stay at your LOT1 rot your life away :D
since you all don't play at other places as you claimed previously,
we don't welcome you :D
SHOO :D
okay,
enough of that.
anyway ! i saw that korkor and shit i forget to ask him name again.
we are friends but we dont know name. HAHAHA.
wtf right?
._.
met kevin, huiling, wenbin, clement, jay at arcade.
so ended up me and jerome went with them.
they ate mac,
and after that went OG.
jerome didn't ton, and i rushed home by cab. ._.
sianded.

SUNDAY

MOVIE WITH JEROME !
at hub.
HAHA. AFTER I HELPED MY DADDY : D
MET EMO, ALDI, CLEMENT,
and thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, went to movie !
WATCHED FIREBALL MUAYTHAI ! : D
nice show manzxz.
but laast part catch no balls.
was telling JEROME,
the guy was handsomeee : D
hahaha !
then went to bishan !
thats all ! i know you all are longing for pics !
and tags replies all the way below ! :D

PICTURES !

I GOT EXCELLENT FOR TEST :D

PIGLET THAT I DREW :D

PIGLET ON MY BAGG.

I LOVE THIS BUNNY <3

MERVIN AND KOKWEI !

PIG THAT ME AND SOMEONE CAUGHT ! :D

ME ACTING RETARDED WITH MERVIN SPEC. HAHAHA.

SERCHET!

MING !

MING ! and A

Maricia Birthday !

lame lessons in class.

PARKWAY LUNCH !

LOBSTER ! in the market :D

Now its in my hse :D

SPECIAL FISH.

ME LOVE YOU <3

PIGPIG : D

BUNNY : D

I caught a small one to company the big one : D

COOKIES :D

RELIGIOUS CELEBRATION :D

ABRAM AND WINNIE :D

AT ILUMA.

HANDSOME BOY :D

RAINBOW:D

RELIGIOUS CELEBRATIONS.

TAGS REPLIES:

KEVIN
WHAT NANAG !
not you call HAHAHA ! : D

WINNIE QAD
me is UNSTOPPABLE,
I HAVE THICKSKIN !
so MUST SAY YOU LOVE ME !
HAHA. YOU LOVE YOU TBJ,
YOUR HONEYYY ! :D
I LOVE MY REDREDRED ! :D
I REALLY WANT to help you SPREAD it !
EVERYONE must know !
because QAD is so important to meee ! (:
i llazy reply tag lahhh.
handpain . HAHAHA.
what lazy laoniang !
laoniang is me !
xiaomeimei : D
hahahahaha. whee o whee o wheee ~
you then go crazy ahhhhh. :D hahhahaha

FELICIA MEI
hahaha. i got schooL !
contact me anytime lO !
sms laaahhh ! : D
hahahaha !

KENSHIFU
LOL. secret : D
HAPPY BIRD DAY :D
heehee. SHIMEI MISSES SHIFU MANZXZ !

A
LOL !
me lah !
she love me too much,
until she keep mark my paper wrong ! :D
she biase ! D:

JAYJAY
Explained to you in your blog already.
i hate those small kid. LOL

ALOY
LINK SOOOON : D

DI
lol. BEN DI !
long time no see !
you sibei wuxim lor.
100 million yearsthen tag me once . HAHAHA

Love, Anna at {/6:17 pm}