I'm probably just another girl <3

Friday, June 26, 2009

everything's not right recently,
can i just let go?
there's too much for me to take recently.
is it just another test?
or another heart wrenching experience.
if this is a dream,
tell me. i want to wake up from it.
take it as i beg,
pls, no more.

Love, Anna at {/12:30 am}

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

k, i'm back to punching the walls,
hitting sutffs that i see.
heart damn pain lah.

Love, Anna at {/11:55 pm}

hi morning earthlings.

got nothing to do,
so before i go out,
maybe i'll blog.

anyway,
happy birthday to teck koon.

school tomorroe for 2 hours.
phuck simei ite.

yay, and i'm being looked down because i'm in ITE.
hahaha. should i be proud that im in the currently best ite?
and i didn't score well for o levels,
and scored relatively very good and excellence in ITE?
how retarded .

so what if i'm trying to hold everything ?
when everything isn't going well,
what's the next step that i should take?
run away? or just scream my lungs out.
or give up (:
kk. its not me. im just trying to make a assumption.
or w/e.
k. i think i should shut up anyway.
telling people / shut up will also cause problem,
so i shut up.
my own problems also shut up.
then again, i always make people injured too.
so when you all meet me, bring along your protections and plasters.

k. i had enough of ranting.
im hungry.
didn't eat.
bye

tags replies :

FELICIA MEI
hah. we will see when we are meeting again.
soon i guess?
after your o's since you can't go out.
kay, miss you too (:

LILINGTWINNY
its okay lah twinny.
i nevermind one.
no present also can ! (:
hahaha its okayszxzz.

xiaoSTI
hahha. weeliang !
its okay, hope you like the surprise,
happy birthday ! (:

WINNIEQAD
hahahah !
i love you woman ! (:
lols. i try by this week okay?
hhahaa (:

kh MONEYYYY
DIU ! (:
eh my wishes , i want buy them myself lo.
hahha.
also never ask you buy (:
lol. thanks ah,
i know your cp sibei fast.
don't haolian. (:

OJUNHAO
thanks for tagging ! (:

Love, Anna at {/11:54 am}

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

why is it so hard for people to change their mind?
dont know how to say,
but im sure 60% out of the 100%,
i'll fail.

Love, Anna at {/11:55 pm}

better choices.

Love, Anna at {/12:01 am}

Saturday, June 20, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEELIANG STI,
VICE LEADER OF SNR ! (:

Damn sian now.
didn't sleep well yesterday.
slept like 4 plus 5. ._.
woke up at 7 plus. ._.
super exhausted now.
or w/e.

WEnt AMK to see the match of *GoDz and TUNER.
then met Gabriel and wenjie at ps.
they went to renewcar,
and they left early.
me was with jerome (: until super late.
like midnight then reach home.
thank you abram and QAD !
for sending me home again.
taxi fare... $32 dollars already
heh (: thanks yeaaaa. (:
love you QAD ! :D
Anyway, played with Joyce again.
but this time didn't lose so much.
sian. how can i tag well with ppl?
twinny went off early.
she had tuition.
ahhhh. ):

Don't know how to say,
but i definitely don't feel happy now.
i want to scream badly.
first checkpoint for yoko damn gay yesterday.
053, then nabeh. i bang.
Fark. and pigpig broke his record.
congrats <3
LOLs. (:

kk. going off soon. to bathe and so on.
meeting STI and the rest to celebrate his birthday.
wanna QAD pei me go somewhere see present LATER !
(:
finally whee.
national day coming.
(: too elated.
oh wth am i talking about.
lols (: k bye :D
love you ppl.

Love, Anna at {/11:57 am}

Friday, June 19, 2009

tags replies:

FRANKIE KOR
lols. i lazy to update blog link and stuffs.
soon soon bah (:

Isabella
i don't fucking need you to comment in my blog.
be back here again,
you watch it.

Felicia mei
aizai lah sister (:
they no brain to think (:

WINNIEQAD
lols. i love you my qad ! :D
hahahaha.
hmm. recovering soon !
then we can go already !
can't wait ! (:
haha. Ya lo ! i finally put the damn adverytisment.
LOL.
lazy mah ! (: hahahahha.
Your BLOG lousy lah !
that's why cannot go in ):
hahahaha.
paiseh ah. that day with my kor's
and i need go home early. ._.
haha. see ! im meeting you today already ! :D
cannot wait also :D hahahaha !!
noo. i'm not.
that 1st was tyco only. ._.

ALOY
TG is that guy.

ANGELA
sorry lah.
lazy change all the numbers all over again leh.
very long nehs.

NICOLE
haha. thank you for your present too !
lols. im just too lazy to do edits to my blog. (:
nah. that piglet is enough from you (:

LONLY (:
eh !
you spam my blog again ! i spam yours also hor !
hahaha.
aiyo.
i ask my friend give you 1 male 1 female,
Next time the hammy won't be lonely le !
hahas. wow ! good boy ! give allowances to your parents leh !
hmm. take good care of yourself lah.
dont keep eating all the wrong stuff. ._.
you need to work and fall sick how?
lol. i said not in order le.
hmm you're one of the first few (:
hahaha (: =/
lols.

DOOB
its okay lah (:
no worries .

JEROME
._. i'm not the osaka god.
doraemon is.
don't anyhow say. later i kena bully.
lols. (:
<3

Love, Anna at {/11:19 am}

Went out kind of late yesterday,
like, 6 plus or 7. ._.
meet jerome at hub,
and usual stuffs,
tune-d, and etc.
home-d rather early.
and . on phone with jie/bin and gabriel kor.
then to jerome,
then sleep.
couldn't really sleep well recently.
insomnia is coming again?

bring the music into my head please.

falling down isn't what i want.
it was what was planned for me.
if i had a choice, i want a perfect life,
without so many obstacles,
and falling down over and over again.

Love, Anna at {/11:11 am}

why so?

Love, Anna at {/12:09 am}

Thursday, June 18, 2009

SUP !

LOL YO ! :D
hahahahaha.
back to blogging ! :D
let's begin from sunday ! :D

SUNDAY
helped dad,
and went down to bishan to meet jerome.
then headed over to ps to meet SNR ppl.
sorry joyce, played too sucky that day.
i apologise yea?
then at night , OF had match with WSM.
much happiness,
because i got FIRST for OSAKA :D
yay ! heehe. but thanks to doraemon :D
hahaha. wheeee (:
then headed over to play lan,
and go home :D

MONDAY
dad wasn't at home,
woke up kinda early.
meet wenjie, gabriel, ahmen and congpapa to go eat lamian at wenbin kor's workplace.
LOL.
Super nice. wonderful, cept the only flaw was that it wasn't too spicy.
i loved spicy food :D
hahahah !
cabbed down to amk hub,
to meet jerome,
watched drag me to hell.
fucking scared the life outta me =/
LOL.
he continued playing @ lan,
while i headed home for dinner, and teeeeeveee,
and HOMEWORK .
wonderful little girl, so hardworking :D

TUESDAY
woke up early,
went fishing,
but didnt catch anything.
only me and jerome went.
aloy couldn't go the last min cos of some pproblems.
my rods dropped into the water,
thanks to some indians, they helped me hooked it up :D
hahaha. (:
fished and i got sunburnt):
lols.
bert and jerome came my house,
waited for me to shower,
and headed down to amk.
they had match.
LOL.
homed thereafter.

WEDNESDAY
headed to meet jerome for an hour,
and went over to ps to play with twinny.
she was off form today, so i won.
let's play again soon and congrats on breaking record ! (:
met angela, jean, jiatsuey, elise, zihui, shuhui, serchet, ming, mervin, gabriel to eat dinner,
for celebrating merv's belated bday and shuhui advance birthday (:
watched ghost of girlfriend's past,
and headed home. (:
kinda lazy to update alr.

tags replies tmr !

I MISS QAD !
ITS LONGLONG SINCE I SEE HER LEHHH ):

i miss you too :D

Love, Anna at {/12:27 am}

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Sup !
i'm just home from selling fishes :D
lovely :D

LOL. lame.
okay, gotta bathe soon.
soooooooo, i guess im blogging.
haha.
blog more soon.
replies tags soon.
im rather tired recently,
finally !
wonderful holiday :D
hahahaha.

kk. got an internal SNR match later,
and O*F match at 7.
hope i win and don't lose omgosh ._.
hahah. kk.

blog more soon !
i promise.

i want to go on, forward.
instead of standing down there.

Love, Anna at {/11:55 am}

Friday, June 12, 2009

unlucky day?

Hello, now i'm at lan !
not drunk yet they say i am.
im terribly sober !

lost my wallet in school today,
most prolly it's been stolen.
how unlucky.
Maxtune cards, and so on so forth, all got lost. ._.
sian 1/2
thanks to OFA teacher mr ng for lending me money to go home :D
thanks a lot.

Wenjie kor came down to company me for the whole day.
since dismissal , he skipped his work to company me go to and fro. paiseh.
Went to replace my ATM card, EZLink, and he companied me come ps cos i was alone.

aiya. i lazy to blog.
headache.
no hangover tmr pls. :D

im really unhappy. ):
dont know how to say.

Love, Anna at {/11:02 pm}

Thursday, June 11, 2009

hi?

Woke up late for school today :D
cabbed to school . mum know abt it manzx.
i actually said i didn't wanna go for LLA,
shouldn't even have gone.
fucking teacher, damn attitude problem.
fucking xialan.
i already completed my work , she fucking want us to write.
and hand up, in the end, she don't know which part of her brain spoil,
ask us go MLC type out. fcuk siols.

Wasted my time !
damn.
anw, clique didn't go school today.
cept kokwei came for an hour,._.
lol. and i was with elise and zihui today :D
funnaye peepo,
just that they a bit bian tai :D
hahaha. damn funny lah :D
thanks for company :D
Slept thru OFA today.
sudden tired-ness.

Meet with wenjie,wenbin, gabriel kors' TODAY !
hah. wonderful manzx. funny.
tuned at atrium and went up. played .
kinda shagged out today, didn't know why.
not really in the mood.
hmmmm. wenbin kor went to drink,
so i companied 2 other brothers to the bus stop.
QAD camee ~
i missed her woman.
i wanted to catch toy for her,
in the end, cannot catch. sorry ah.

Hmmmm.
im kind of lazy to blog,

I know of this girl,
she's afraid of falling into the deep pit once again.
she doesn't want to drop back to be quiet once again.
for life will be even more different, if she falls back.
aw. ._.
lol.

k bye :D lazy reply tags.

love (you) people :D

Love, Anna at {/11:42 pm}

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

AMK

At hub with jerome, jay, kevin, ivan.
went zonex before going tka to meet them,
played a few rounds at zone, and successfully earned 100 stars already :D
and more.

nothing much there today,
cept using ivan's car to join people's game.
people never fully tune,
i let them run 1.5km first, still lose.
that guy was like this,

TG for that guy,.

TG: PCB LAH. CB. people 760 she 780,
i was thinking to myself, you never fully tune, i also will let you run first.
you pcb what?
TG: KNN lah CB, PCB lah * keeps staring at me*
i was like " no cb still cb what" .
LOL. then they lost despite me hitting a lorry and letting them 1.5km.
i decided not to play,
cos i hate playing with sore losers.
who jibai here and there.

chatted on phone with wenbin,
and after that wenjie.
LOL. Cute wen's brothers i have :D
miss onionpapa :D

kk. feeling so frustrated now, but i dont want to say anything.

anyway, i'm a spying kiddo.

Love, Anna at {/11:34 pm}

kk lah.
pardon me for this post.
but .
fuck you lah, bitch.

Love, Anna at {/4:57 pm}

UPDATES ! finally:D

Okay, hi, i'm finally back.
been rather lazy recently to update my blog since my birthday.
and as of today, i'm officially 17 years and a week old.
Jerome says" Since you were 17, you are always late",
true, because i always meet him late,
wake up late for school,
so on and so forth.

Let's start on My birthday.

First,
I wanna thank these super many people for your birthday wishes. (: Not in order (:, be it belated , early or exactly on the day:D
1) WINNIEQAD, 2) LILINGTWINNY, 3) FELICIAMEI, 4) JEROME, 5) NICOLE, 6) AARON, 7) JUNHAO BROTHER, 8)WEISHENG, 9)CLAUDIANIECE, 10)FRANCIS, 11) PAUL, 12) WENBIN KOR, 13)WENJIE KOR, 14)JOEL, 15) JAVIER, 16) LONLY, 17) JEREMYKOR, 18)YUCONGONIONPAPA, 19) UNCLE YOKI, 20) PRISCILLA, 21) CASSIE, 22) WEIHAO, 23) HUNGZHOU, 24) HANKIETDI, 25)EUGENELOW(FEL'S "BF"), 26)KENSHIFU, 27)KEVIN, 28)JIAHUI MEI, 29) MAKINEN, 30) GINGER, 31)ZHUANMING, 32)AZHARI, 33)AIN, 34) JASONKOR, 35) YUANKIAT KOR, 36)UNCLEODIN, 37)JAMES, 38)ALDI DI, 39)SKK, 40)CLEMENT, 41) ALEX, 42)ALEX, 43)BOONSENG, 44) CHRIS, 45)BOBBY JOVIAN, 46)CHINWEI, 47) DANIEL LESPARTNER, 48)DES , 49)DARYL, 50) DOOB, 51)IVAN, 52)ROBERT, 53)KITJU, 54)AHBEAR, 55)ONGJUNHAO, 56)KOKBAN JUMPINGCHICKEN, 57)GABRIEL*LOOST*, 58)STI, 59)HURRICANE, 60) SHAWN, 61)FRANKIEKOR 62)VINCENT, 63) SZECHINGMEI,64) ANGELAAAAAAAAAA, 65) HONGKIAP! (special mention cos' you wanted to be the last that wished me, and you were! ) hah (:

thanks loads to these people, and i apologise if i missed out your name.
my birthday's not a big deal, but i really appreciate .

anyway, back to where i was,
i had a flu, fever that morning.
by the afternoon, it was rather alright.
but the night was worse.
hah. i had steamboat that day._.
not really nice but never mind.
played tune, ddr, and so on so forth.
thank you ABRAM for sending me home with QAD !
so now i officially owe you taxi fare ( so fake) haha !
thanks for sending me most of the time.
much more thanks to QAD too.
went to plaza sing to meet some of them,
and suay suay kena screened by policeman.
for sitting at stairs.
and the police said happy birthday to me.
._. wonderful.
LOL.
wenbin and wenjie kor couldn't turn up ,
because they were busy :D
heh.
thanks to kitju, bert for the present,
thanks QAD lots for the present that i want (:
and thanks jerome for the necklace.
home-d late that day, and went school the next day.
QAD ate 18 dollars worth of fishballs !
cute siol.

WEDNESDAY
felt sick, so i lie down in school for the time.
QCL kept waking me up.
cannot tahan.
and i was late for breakfast with clique.
lmaos. A was calling me,
and saying, where're you?
i said, oh SHIT ! i forgot.
hahaha. paiseh ar. (:
dismiss early,
and i kinda forgotten what i did.
._.

THURSDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUANKIAT KOR,
my godbrother for 7 years or so :D
long siol. jealous right?
HAHAHA :D retarded.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAMES TOO ! :D

had school as usual and went to james chalet.
nothing much to do just to slack there.
ate little too . haha.
then there was cockroach under the bed.
and clement, hong and PRO_D kept scaring me ._.
not funnaye.
home-d after emo cut his cake.
Nice way of eating the cake :D

FRIDAY
went ps, usual day,
tune-d, so on and so forth.
i'm just lazy :D

SATURDAY
caught softtoy !
it's 2 weeks :D
so hong and i went o iluma to catch.
caught quite a lot this time.
LOLs.
went over to bugis for a while,
and headed over to ps.
caught another pooh bear.
tuned and blah blah.
then hong went to marco's bday,
drinking session,
while i slacked and i home-d late.

SUNDAY
made NEBO.
i look like a fucking retard. ._.
nvm .
at night went home.
that's all.

lazy lah.
going out to amk soon.
its tuesday.
and im lazy.

ANYWAY, special thanks to wenjie and wenbin kor ,
for texting and companying me these days :D
i still owe wenjie kor a meal,
for betting with him ._.

PICTURES QUITE BELOW ! :D

tags replies:

WINNIEQAD
thank you very much for your birthday wish !
hahaah. paiseh QAD !
you got school still rush down for me (:
that's why i love you~~~
hahahaha :D!
COUGH already, cannot go K !
so sorry lmao :D
heh. i update le lah ! :D
see see see ! :D

A
i don't want bomb japan.
nothing to bomb !
hahahaha.
KOREA BETTER :D heehee.
LAONIANG UPDATE le HORH :D
hahahaha :D

FELICIA MEI
lmao, i've read everything !
thanks for your birthday wishes sister ! :D
hahaha. i miss you tooO ~

LONLY
LOL. yea, haven't take HAMMY !
i think my friend also forget !
don't worry, i help you ask soon ! :D
heh :D
hope to see you this weekend ! :D

SU,
RELINK SOON (:

ROBERT
_l_ you.
relink soon.
i aunty you uncle.

KEVIN
THANKS :D

KENSHIFU :D
heehe.e.
thanks SHIFU ! :D

JIAHUI MEI
thanks sister ! :D

ONIONPAPA
thank YOU KE AI DE PAPA ! :D

i'm very sure that by now,
most probably it is easy to realise that things changed.
i don't like to share my problems with anyone already.
i want to shut myself up totally so that i won't have to feel anything.
i really don't know how much i can tolerate longer?
i'm not her, i cannot be looking so much on the bright side.
i just want people to answer my question,
why i can easily help people to solve the problems,
yet i can't look on the bright side.
there's maybe a communication problem that i cannot solve?
i dreamt of you last night.
when i dream of you, i feel the agony much more than ever.
for what i ask.
i believe when time is up,
i can slowly let go. but everytime the same things happens.
i shut myself up in the room and cry.
gonna be a year soon.
i won't regret, because you don't even bother., just this time, a year ago.

PICTURES !