I'm probably just another girl <3

Thursday, August 27, 2009

HELLO LOL,
i'm now at OFA lesson, finished my work :D
hehehe. fast worker kk,
so now im facebooking , blogging and playing :D
hahaha. so happy,
shit OFA's exam is tmr, lols,
nvrmind i have confidence lah :D
hehehe.
anyway, havent been updating again for so long :D
lols.

ANYWAY, met up with jerome to have dinner at j8,
and headed home on tuesday, blah so bored.
nothing much for yesterday, except that i went to QAD's hse to study LOL.
kkk i got nthto blog byebye :D

tags replies :D
FELICIA MEI
lol im fine, thanks sis,
haha yea, holidays,
after o's perhaps lets go out :D
lol lol lol :D
you cheer up too :D

WINNIEQAD
lol paiseh cant help you much,
lol. where got nothing?
now got a lot thing le lor,
just that i got nothing to update.
sian LOL :D
hehehe.
i miss you also LOLS.
HAHAHAHA.

Angela
HEY SISTER :D

NICOLE
haha im fine thanks QR.

YuankiatKOR
just deleted :D
hehehehe. you believe? (:

KITJU
hehee. i buy already :x
sorry :D

LONLY BUDDY
nvm , i scold for you le :D

Love, Anna at {/2:45 pm}

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

We look so sleepy LOLs.

CHAMPAGNE CHOCOLATE FROM ROYCE :D

the Inner Package, Jerome asked me to try this choco ! :D

The way to celebrating wenbin's birthday, and jerome fell asleep in the bus.

LOL, fashion show ah :D

What's he starting at?

So holy LOL.

New pairs of FLATS :D

ANNA NUCCI HEELS :D

Hehe, eating at chomp chomp ! the cup so big like jerome's head ;D

Looking at?

ANNA NUCCI HEELS :D HEHEHE.

The bear box used to keep my necklace, that's inside my cupboard now :D

hehe :D

So weird ! ):

Jerome and I :D

i look funny ._.

EYE SO BIG ._.

Hehe, at toys r us :D lols.

BIGBIG BEAR :D

BIGBIG DOG.

Jerome and I :D

The soon to be bday boy receiving his present from me before his bday :D

BROTHER LIM :D and fangfang mummy behind :D

Jerome and i :D

THE CK perfume me and QAD bought together last time :D

still in my cupboard.

LOL jerome drew this.

Fake currency :D

From gujuan few years back :D

FRESHLOOK contact lenses :D

GUESS WALLET's BOX.

LOL

Present from andre, weihao, and rx when i was sec 2.

celebrating jerome's birthday with all OF members.

ONIONMAMA AND ME :D

Jerome and I <3

YAY, he carried me :D

Done by onion mama.

HAHA HELLO !

since you all say i nvr update, update some pictures,

but im too lazy to rpely tags, s tags shall be replied tmr :D byebye :D

Love, Anna at {/11:27 pm}

i can't update pictures ! oh bitch.
this is crazy. i want all my pictures leh.
sian.

Love, Anna at {/6:55 pm}

Monday, August 24, 2009

BLahs.

hi , lol.
damn stressed recently.
so many examscomingsoon._.
omgoshhh.
There's BEV, OFA and AFD.
omgomgomg !._.
hais, then there's O levelcoming.
hais hais.
LOL.
been a goodgirl and keep studying recently.
hehehe.
hahahaha,

Love, Anna at {/2:15 pm}

Friday, August 21, 2009

OMG FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK LAH.
it's happening again.

Love, Anna at {/11:18 pm}

i'll be posting at my own personal blog,
wont be updating much / will be updating everytime,
shall see how it goes.

Love, Anna at {/7:22 am}

d_ filled me once more,
when i see that maybe,
to one question i asked.
my heart hurts,
my mind feels pain.

Love, Anna at {/7:17 am}

Thursday, August 20, 2009

im losing it.
lost to my emotions once again.

Love, Anna at {/10:29 pm}

sorry qad,
couldn't help you much with doing the blogskin.
hope you can find someone to do it for you k?

words pierced through my mind countless times yesterday,
visually or mentally, it still brought numerous pinches to parts of me.
i felt so upset, however, there's nothing that i could do.
i could not voice them out, for fear that i'd create another mistake.
perhaps just being quiet will do.
i've changed i know,
i was never bubbly and cheerful.
it's just another lie to cover everything, in the past.
what's now? what's lying ahead of me?
i do not anticipate much beyond .
i cannot fufill what's expected of me.
i feel the differences, yes i do.
my mind is in a whirl,
i yearnt to drop every thing that i'm pondering,
but my heart refuses my decisions.
it refuses everything now.
perhaps it's telling me to live it lifeless,
and it's futile,
but it's not me to live it lifeless.
it's up to me to make it full of excitement and wonders.
no one knows what i'm thinking now.

on the other hand,
thank you buddy.
we're not so close in the past,
but we're close now to be sharing everything with each other.
i really want to thank you,
for being my listening ear,
when i needed one,
at that point of time,
the late moment.
i appreciate you buddy,
thank you for being there for me, when i needed my friend. (:

i made disappointments over and over again.
it's no wonder that everything will change.

love is priceless.

Love, Anna at {/9:18 am}

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

1) today is a fucking bad day.
2) i'm studying hard today.
3) my head is hurting and throbbing like some fuck now.
4) i'm very very stressed out.
5) i'm bored alone.
6) i'm really really studying, but i don't feel well.
7) i feel unwell.

removed the last bullet.

can anyone be there exactly for me?
just to listen to me talk.
i want a listening ear, and just listen will do.
don't comment please.
feel upset now.
because i cannot study well.
people laugh at me because i'm stupid and naive.
everyday i try to prevent a quarrel,
it just comes.
it's just my fault.
tears just swell up my eyes but it won't come out.
and i won't let it come out.
its all my fault anyway for ending up in a ite,
wasting others time also.
and im very much inferior to other people.

134 + approx. 15 days left, i feel so pathetic.
fuck myself, seriously.

Love, Anna at {/9:21 pm}

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

hi ! lols.
updating again today.
AT OFA NAOO.
damn sian. slacking as usual because i forgot to bring my book and lesson is only an hourr !
LOL. boring shiatzxz.
Gonna post up my Pictures of toys & my newly bought stuffs soon :D
happy happy :D
heehee.

Love, Anna at {/1:19 pm}

Monday, August 17, 2009

BUDDY ! this is specially from me to you.
don't bother about what the person said k?
you're very brave to own up to your mistakes and learn from there.
you have the courage, i'm sure she'll be happy.
whoever writes something about you like that,
is very childish !
just take it as he's very childish,
and cannot think.
don't FIGHT again no matter what k?
i'll try my best to be here for you,
when you need (:
just text me okay?
don't think so much,
and don't sigh ! we see how things goes for you okay?
pleaseee be happy buddy !

Love, Anna at {/11:05 pm}

._.

hi ! LOL.
at ZM's house now.
with angela, mervin, sihao, serchet.
sleepy manzxz. i'm rather tired.
LOLs.

Went to bugis on sat,
to support lotsa match,
played several games but i had bad temper.
jerome headed down rather late also ._.
went home after that, damn sian.
LOL.

Bugis on SUNDAY AGAIN !
helped dad and injured myself ._.
so many holes on my fingers now.
I bought FLATS,
AND MY ANNA NUCCI HEELS,
wonderful :D
hehehe. SSHJEROME chose it :D
lmaos.
kk. bye :D lazy to reply tag,

p.s BUDDY CHEER UP ! :D

Love, Anna at {/11:01 am}

Friday, August 14, 2009

._.

big long long time since i blogged?
this blog is like, rotting ._.

kkay, let's talk about last friday.

woke up late for school,
but just only had to submit 1 work and i can leave,
so i reached about 1045,
and i left at 1050 :D *smiles widely*,
lols. then headed home to shower again,
before heading down to zhss,
i think, then went to novena after that.
had steamboat , to celebrate jerome's birthday,
with kevin, ivan, robert, jjay, dexing, clement, matthew & his gf, and kitju :D
thenn there were some others who joined us at pool at parklane.
saw tdus and joyce while we were walking.
after some games, and i headed home. ._.

then to saturday,
had several matches.
all with CLUB >O*F<,
aiya, i lost osaka ._.
sian 1/2.
but nvr minds luhs.
then there was this match with club X that stirred up a lot of problems,
lols, ended up, we ate some food with O F ppl at bugis,
then took lotsa pictures,
however jerome's cam's memory stick had problems,
now there's no more pictures. ._.
hais. nvr minds.
then i headed home early again.

Sunday was national day,
and his actual bday.
went over bishan to meet him,
and headed down to dbg to meet aloy, jjay.
made his day unhappy.
i felt so bad.
companied him to bishan after we've slacked at esplanade,
and i reached home around 1.
lols, nice. (:

this whole week, was practically a sleeping week,
slack, study, and just tuning, headind to orchard or smething.

I WANNA GET NEW HIGH HEELS,
shoes ! ._.
need to get my perfume also. LOL.
perhaps make up? ._.

*this part isn't for xmm's and xdd's.
and anyway, you've gonna know it,
when you've got me on my limit,
don't act like some lil kidd,
trying to stay away from me.
if you think this works, you're wrong. (;
don't believe,
you try me. when i get fed up with everything,
that's when not even your friends can stop me,
so, you watch it.
this is not to tell you to have precautions against what you do.
is a warning to you, psk. (:
kthxbai. (:

tags replies:

AH HEI DIDI,
lol hey bobby ! :D
lol. you roar what roar ?
later i bring you to the zoo then you know ah.

WENBIN
nah, i'm okay lah.

FELICIAMEI
heh, i very long nvr see you,
after o's let's meet up do crazy stuff again.
HAHAHA.
and regarding what's wrong,
when i meet you, we'll talk :D

LONLY BUDDY
kuanliang ! :D
lols. hmmmm. i understand what you're trying to tell me,
when i meet you,
then i tell you things bah :D
I REALLY GOT YOUR SLEEPING PICTURES !
NVR BLUFF YOU !
you dare me lo !
i put for you to see !

APPLE MEI
heh. thanks sis ! :D

FRANKIE KOR
change liao lahhh ._.

X.K
SHIFU ! :D
hahaha. too high lah .
i tell you le what,
sorry loh ! :D

qian*
HELLO THERE :D
link you sooN !: D

YUANKIATKOR
YOYO ! :D

WINNIEQAD
you LAZY QAD ! :D
hahaha. no lha,
study hard good !
i also got study okaY ! :D
i miss you lah.

w.FENG,
hey kor, relink you soon.

ONIONPAPA,
HELLO ONIONPAPA ! :D
hehehehe.

ALOY
what thing? ._.

LILING TWINNY
I MISS YOU TOO TWINNY !
i got tag you hor ! :D
anyhow lol. :D
hehehe.see you at ps soon lah :D

WEIJIE
link you up soon :D

Love, Anna at {/10:33 am}

Monday, August 10, 2009

feel stressed out now.
everything's not right,
going to make my blog private soon.
maybe.

everything's my fault.
if i really made that phone call,
perhaps it will be better.

Love, Anna at {/7:01 pm}

Thursday, August 06, 2009

w/e.

from now on,
i don't care anymore.
it's none of my business,
and i don't bother already.
since it's what all of your decisino is,
then so be it,
it applies for all.
no difference.
i don't care, since i'm like so oblivious anyway,
and what i do will only cause more differences.

Love, Anna at {/2:48 pm}

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Nothing matters anyway, and anymore.
and i meant it.
gone with the wind, good enough.

Love, Anna at {/12:37 pm}

Saturday, August 01, 2009

to make all of us feel better,
i rather you'd forget about the one that's not suppose to be exisiting in your life.
yes, it is exisiting now,
however, it will only be what's the current situation and relations between the 2 people now.
there will not be a step beyond anything,
unless things in his/her life makes a big change.
even so, i doubt that anything will happen.
consider what i just say.

Love, Anna at {/11:49 am}