tags replies:
LONLYBUDDY
haha. when you come ps you tell me lor.
i got go bugis de lar.
almost every week lorrrr. HAHA.




KIAN ANN
You bluff me !
you today also nvr buy when you see me ! :D
hahahaha.



FELICIA MEI
lol i read le.
hahahaha.
lame can. .-.

just my luck, isn't it?
or rather what's meant to be planned ahead for me.

i don't know how to feel now,
my mind's in a whirl.
it's just spinning on like a roller coaster.
its like a cut , draining my blood dry.
i'm wandering aimlessly along the way.
i cannot find anything better to say.

its like the same thing,
same old things.
like if i study,
it's still ending up with, never study.
all i do , is play play play.

fml.

bring me for a drink,
enough to make me cry.

okay lol, buddy's complaning i never update already.
lols.
im still too lazy to update the pictures manss !


hmm.
Went to celebrate for ming on tuesday,
went to eat sushi tei with mervin, angela, maricia, kokwei and ming.
thereafter went to sing K (:

Blah blah
then heading on to thursday,
went to school,
and company QAD,
then headed to bugis to do some shopping,
hahah. then she headed to amk with me,
and find hong hong hong.
then headed home around 10 plus (:


Going to ps todaY ! :D

Hiiiii.
seems like my blog is rotting yea.
hahahah (:
too lazy, too bothered, too vexed and everything to update.
kkkay lets see if im able to remember.

SUNDAY
headed over to onionpapa's house after going to jurong point,
with wenjie, ahmen, papa, ryzal, dino , tcmi.
we were discussing bout the OF's club shirt.
lmao. hahaha. damn funny.
i called dino dinosaur. lawl.
thanks TCMI andy for sending me home,
damn fun kkay, he rode from 120 -140 . hahahah !
swee lah, damn fast siol.
and everyone's real nice to me when i head down to JP.
im like OF's princess as they always ARE VERY VERY NICE TO ME (:
ehehehe.
studied real hard ,
then that SOHWENJIE bluff me, in the end nvr study, i study real lots.

MONDAY
BUSINESS ENVIRONMENT EXAM.
GOSHH. i can't imagine i've remembered almost EEVERYTHING !
but i guess don't be too happy yet in case i flunk overall,
and farrkkk i might need to retake. nabeh. LOL.
headed home.


TUESDAY
ACCOUNTING EXAM,
couldn't balance my damned balance sheet and bank rec.
and i forgot te rest.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUGENE LOW (:



HOLIDAYS  FROM WED (:
i can't rmb which day it was ,
me , wenjie, ryzal and papa went to find mummy.



let's see.
Jerome and I headed down to SENTOSA for fishing or w/e,
on THURSDAY,
so now we're badly sunburnt.
hahahahaha.
find mummy alread,
then headed to amk with jjay (:



went to ION for shopping on friday,
with IVAN, JEROME.
then bird came over and meet us at PS.
usual session.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY LONLY BUDDY !
ON SATURDAY.
BBQ, and stuffs.
ah im lazy to blog (:
kk bye :D
shall upload pics soon enoug. x:

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAWN AND ALEX ! :D

gonna bathe and go out soon.
heading to bugis today i guess.

my days this week is really practically bad,
really bad i guess.
just don't want to say too much about it.

anyway, practically been studying at home recently,
yesterday went down to ps.
really felt upset and i really wanted to cry,
but thanks to twinny and QAD for encouragement,
i felt really better after that,
and guess what,
due to my unhappiness, i spent $15 bucks on maxtune,
and lespartner said i've improved.
gonna play lesser today and tmr.
need to study hard for business. (:
headed down to plaza sing yesterday to meet bobby ,
and he companied me to have chicken rice.
headed to 7th floor,
and had few rounds with snr members.
they sort of cheered me up .
caught softoy for twinny,
and she's so tyco.
hahahaa.
then i didn't eat dinner,
just drank lemon tea.
thereafter, due to some unhappy stuff,
i headed back to arcade and played lotsa round.
buddy came ! felt glad to see him.
brought himto meet bobby,
and thank buddy for the ride on his new bike (:
and so sorry about keep telling you can ride me home but in the end can't.
i feel guilty.
went lan with jay,kevin,dexing,jerome wenbin and his friend.
headed home thereafter.



i feel so upset,
yet i want to keep everything inside me.
i need words of encouragement.
i know i'm always dumb,
and always retarded.
that's why i'm never smart like some other girls.
i feel unhappy,
this time a 100% there.
but, i'll just keep quiet,
i promise.

totally shag today,
had mock exams,
and precisely i've been studying for business these days,
totallysian.
damn stressed out also.

i bet this whole week,
nothing's gonna go well for me.
and this screws up even more.
& even sure, my mum's gonna make life hell for me this week.
FUCK.


i didn't do anything and she fucking pick on me for nothing again.
i want to tell her how i fucking feel,
she just dont understand.
and she say i talk back to her.
she feels like SLAPPING me.
FUCK. slap lah, CB.
i wait.
want to tell her how i feel,
she feels everything is right.
fuck man seriously.
then there's her sisters to back her up and screw my life even more.


i'm serious for this darned vulgar post.
i want to find buddy now, but he's working.
QAD's busy.


f-ed IT !\


 

why do i have such a family sia cb.
wtf is their problem lah.
fuck my life sia.
knn.

felt really vexed out recently,
except that i just don't wanna voice them out,
the feeling of uncertainty,
feeling of aches and upset-ness,
feeling of being unhappy,
it's just there, it won't go away.
i've punched the wall that day,
and my hand bleed.
felt slightly better though, i was just literally giving out my anger.

anyway, jerome lost the match,
but nvm (:
at least he was in part of the finals.
grats to adrian and david for obtaining 1st and 2nd in the timezone organised maxtune competition.


speaking up next,
happy birthday to nicole qingren,
i had a great day today.

update more abt her birthday soon.



i feel so weird,
like i feel like saying no,
but it's not my choice.
i dont have a choice.


thank you buddy,
for listening to me talk about my problems thatday.
thanks for that pack of tissue (: