hi, how's everyone?
just back from darren mah's birthday chalet.
nothing much to do today,
except disturb damian, desmond and etc.
-.- they like to disturb me .



Been rather busy with school recently,
as exams are coming up within a week,
i feel damn stressed out actually,
but i guess i just have to get use to school life.
that's how it's suppose to be, isn't it?
hopefully i can get a damned 3.5 GPA and above.
-.- i don't want to retain.
I seriously hate Nontrading organisations, and tradings.
how how how? i keep forgetting my disposals accounts.
Scored bad for banking and finance,
and will screw myself up if i don't scrape a pass for majors.
argh, so stressed.
even though i'm in ITE , it's still the same.
not everyone is slacking you know.
although i head out, i just want some fun , and not feel so pekcek for the whole day.


let's set aside this topic, and move on to the other.
i don't like backstabbers, seriously. who does?
just some random jokes about anyone is fine, as long as we know it's not serious.
but, seriously,
why backstab? i mean, the person hadn't ill-treated you or anything.
okay, let's say i'm going to be mean to you in what i say,
but, you go around trying to flirt with her boyfriend,
then you flirt with the other two, and finally you ended up with one.
then you backstabbed my friend -.-
that's irritating, you know?
i just randomly wanted to type this out, because i had another friend who experienced this again just recently.
just stick to your own boyfriend, won't you?
stop it. -.-


lastly, best friend, thank you.

I cannot imagine how disappointed i really feel now.
but who cares? because eventually it will just disappear.



Happy birthday QAD<3, benjamin Sng Junior !
Okay, Let's talk about QAD's surprise birthday party,
guess it went rather well,
thanks to BoonSeng, Shawn, Daniel, Darrell, Nicholas, NicoleQingren, JayJay, Chris. Jerome, My Mother, And Meeee.
Also, thanks to Abram For helping me bring Winnie over to ECP.
I ended school early, and immediately rushed home to prepare everything.
Jay, Chris And Jerome came over to my house, and sat a while,
before we proceeded over to the supermarket and did some last minute shoppings.
it was really last minute, in fact. (:
Sat dad's lorry over to ECP, and prepared everything.
Then in the night, Abram brought QAD over when Chris, Daniel and I were heading towards the 7 eleven for extra food and charcoal.
Bluffed her, and she felt really upset when everyone said that they are not free on her birthday.
then later, i also bluffed her that she has no cake.
hah. poor thing QAD.
Anyway, My mother helped me much,  So thanks mummy, love you much.<3
Played blackjack, and i lost quite a lot recently.
Once a year, who cares?
Got tipsy after drinking Vodka.
But i like the feeling of being tipsy/ Slightly drunk,
but i can remember everything.
So let's see if i can get drunk again soon.
Don't really mind though.



Happy Birthday Kaiyoung Kor, 19February.
So hey, today,
woke up in the morning , having a hangover.
damn it freak, this is my first time having a hangover, and it isn't fun.
yet i proceeded over to school for intermediate accounting lesson, and headed home.
met nicole, QAD at dhoby with Boonseng, as i met him at Eunos Mrt.
Headed over to harbourfront then to Sentosa, to Victoria's Secret.
Wanted to Find jerome, but , same thing, ended up not meeting him again.
back to Takashimaya for sushi tei,
with BoonSeng and QAD.
Headed over to Plaza sing to meet JS Bestfriend and the rest.
thanks so much best friend, for carrying my bag.
met kaiyoung, Philip and nicholas by coincidence.
kk, homed by train. no cab today.
good girl aren't i?


meeting best friend most prolly tmr, as i got nothing to do.
didn't wanna go escape, so QAD, have fun yup.
love you much.
then im either gonna rot or meet best friend, as my phone most prolly will be damn quiet the whole day.
kk bye, love everyone much.

Okay HI ! :D
back for updates.
laziness took over me ~
LOL. =/

Okay, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL ! :D
didn't take much pictures, but at least there are some LOL.

!2 february,
went back to manjusri,
met up with my juniors and teacher.
gave them lotsa sweets,
and got angbaos :D
hehehe. walked around the school,
then went for lunch with liqing, apple mei, benjaminJUNIOR, samuel, and mingxuan -.-
mingxuan is uber irritating. LOL
okay, and lunch actually along with aaron Q and JunhaoBROTHER.
but they were with the other guys.
thanks to laisoon, some stuffs leaked out that day.
but it's all the past.
lmao.
kkay, anyway, i went to Cityhall with Liqing, Apple and Samuel that day,
to collect my valentines present for Jerome.
:D hope he liked it ! :D
then headed over to Ion to meet Ginger, Jay, Wenbin, Dexing, Anthony, Clement, Anddddd who else did i miss out ? o.O
oh and jerome too.
walked around, then end up we went to ps.
jerome and i headed over to cathay to watch Little big soldier.
A GREAT SHOW :D
then headed back to ps , walked around,
then they stayed the night out, with wenbin and jay.


Eve of Chinese New year,
i had my reunion dinner,
which didnt really seem like a reunion dinner,
yet one. oh well, what am i saying?
then headed over to meet Lonly Buddy, and DK.
not much people were there, as said, it's reunion dinner -.-
Homed to pray and stuffs.


First day of new year,
went over to grandpa house first.
then to pray, and headed to where next ?
after that, went over to bugis to meet lonly Buddy again.
This time, Eyphar, Bobby, Ahben, Buddy, DK and alot were there.
had several rounds of tune.
caught some "fishes" , and home-d thereafter with QingYi.


Second day of new year,
went over to godmummy's house.
then styaed there till i went over to Choa Chu Kang, to nicholas House.
i was the earliest though.
the rest came at evening.
Had Blackjack and Mahjong,
and i ended up losing.
Lost even more when jerome came and played mahjong too.
LOL. last round blackjack win 8 dollars.
manage to earn back a lil.
Home-d with jerome together :D



Third Day,
went to aunt house :D
i love m niece and nephews.
so cute :D
headed to funfair with jerome, ivan, robert and hungz.
Then to hungz house with them.
Wenbin, Dexing, Jay , Matthew and one guy joined us later:D
okayyy.


SCHOOL started and it's damn boring.
i hardly have the mood to study. ._.








Ivan and I

randomly updating.

QAD has gone to korea, for a week, and i miss her sooo much <3
went to send her off with BoonSeng, ChrisDidi, Bob, Jayjay and Jerome<3
slacked and so on and forth.


Sushi tei for lunch with Mel, XY, AngelaSister.
didn't have much mood today.
felt so upset and everything.
i hadn't had good sleep for few days.
i need to replenish.
They bought stuffs for their boyfriends.
i just walked around.
feel like buying the flowers and placing them in my room, but i think, pathetic.
so i bought the bunny stickers instead.
ya im childish kk.
Roleplay exam today. i sorta fucking screwed it because i forgot my lines.
damn myself.
aye, Angela, mel and Xy, sometimes im envious of you guys.
haha. nvm in some way. LOL.

k so random.
gonna go out to do things for miss quah soon.

Thanks Zhiyan Shaoye,
for helping me, if you ever see this (:

GENTING UPDATES BELOW.
i don't know how i feel right now.
i really need a place to vent out all my anger,
my unhappiness.

i've been rather unlucky recently,
and i cannot play max tune now.
even if i play, i cannot perform my full potential.
because there's something wrong with my pair of hands.

first, i sprained my own wrist,
because i hit against something damn hard. 
then i tuned, and i slammed harder, so it became worse on the day itself.

secondly, while my wrist was on the way to recovery,
i had to fall from a upriding escalator.
if you're gonna say why i am so retarded to have actually fallen off, i'll tell you why.
went to amk with QAD that day.
happened that one uncle was standing on front of me,
i didn't know that i actually kept sayting sorry for nothing, until QAD told me, and i knew why now.
the uncle hadn't got strength to stand on the escalator.
so he fall backwards, he hit QAD's tummy.
then when he fall backwards, i wasn't holding on to the handrail thing,
because i was afraid of static.
alot of times i hold, always i get static-ed. or whatever.
then, i was behind him, he was on top of me, and we rolled together.
the amk escalator was reaching half,
and we rolled.
because we reached the end and the uncle was on top of me,
i rolled another 2 more steps, as i said it's a upriding escalator.
what's nice. my bone hit damn hard, thus the inability to recover fast now, and i have an old injury there.
there's a youth standing in front, he look damn big.
but he didn't help, didn't do anything, and just stared.
nice. i like this.
then, i had a left bruise, and scratches on my leg. 
so now it looks ugly.

thirdly, i lost the competition.
but i gained more experience.
i will join again .
this is the only thing i really feel happy about.

fourth, this is my family matter.
i'll never forget how you caused a scar on my eyebrow, 
no matter how much i promised dad not to hate you for it.
i'll never forget how you slapped me in front of the whole school because i tried to help you from getting problems with your friends.
i'll never forget how you ill treated me when our parents weren't at home when we were young,
and how i covered up for your every fucking mistakes, end up, i was the one being punished.
you went over to grandpa's house, you said i did, our parents whacked me.
you went over to find that senior, and you lied, i cover up for you, i was the one who got the scoldings.
i never forget you took a chair and whacked me with it, end up i could only cry in silence. 
i never forget how you did punch me in the stomach several times just because i wouldn't wait for you to go out, when i just wanted to head out myself.
i never forget everything bad you did to me.
you're such a disgrace i feel.
because of one outsider.
you're so selfish.
i'm doing so much now, to keep the family ,
because of your self called sacrificial to keep your happiness.
EVERYONE IS SO FUCKING CONCERNED OVER YOUR FUCKING SKIN.
you have a problem. dad and mum was worried.
they paid for you, to see a doctor to get your fucking skin cured.
you don't want to eat medicine,
you don't want to apply medicine.
GRANDMOTHER DIDN'T EVEN DARE TO TELL GRANDPA HOW YOUR SKIN WAS LIKE,
BECAUSE YOU FUCKING KNOW WHAT?
YOU'RE THE ONLY GRANDSON IN OUR FAMILY.
grandpa cannot walk well. he's already enough upset.
just because he saw you keep scratching because you fucking feel so itchy,
he asked. NO ONE DARE TO TELL HIM.
end up, he scolded me for not being concerned about the business, when i went down damn early.
you? sleep at home. just to be nice to ask you to go bring grandpa,
you scolded me.
i went down damn early you asshole.
then i got scolded because of nothing.
you want your pride and dignity?
to hell with you.
i will never give it to you, unless you know how to treasure your family.
i came home, tell you nicely,
that how everyone were so concerned and worried, wanting you to recover faster,
you fucking go crazy and threw things at me.
just because you say your skin feel tight.
and you dont wanna talk about it.
you and your gf quarrel, i tried hard to help.
you want to go out with her, i told you places that were nice that i wanted to go but i hadn't.
or never.
you're so selfish. and self centered.
you scolded our mother and blamed her when it wasn't her fault.
if you weren't my brother,
i would have taken a chair and threw it right at your face.
i would have now punched you until you bleed.




when i have so many problems now,
i have many more to come.


GENTING UPDATES BELOW.

tags replies


WINNIEQAD
thanks lah, i know you always miss me. :DD
i will miss you soooo much when you go korea in a few more days !
hope you enjoy yourself very much when you go kkaayzzzzz.
hahahahahaha.
i got update my blog already hor ! :D
don't anyhow hehehehe.



FELICIAMEI
mei mei mei !
i miss you too :DD
haven't seen you since xmas :DD
meet you at valentines or something kkayszx :D


XINYI
hello hello ! :DD
i know that's yilin's bloglink. LOL.


YILIN.
thanks ah, but i lost. HAHAHAHA.
link you soon.


WENBIN
kinda lazy, and my blogger got problem. hahah :D
see you guys soon :D



YVONNEMEI
relink soon ! :D

okay hi ! :DDDD
i think i've decided not to upload so much of the many many pictures that i have already.
because my internet keep cannot respond.
the rest of the pictures that i took with my phone,
shall be uploaded like when i get to jay's house to borrow his computer,
which is like 1 month after genting.


first day of genting,
we met early to take a bus by sri maju,
then sat the bus for many many hours,
which many people end up falling asleep in the bus.
lol. too tired i guess.
then we had chicken rice as our dinner,
and went to do some shopping.
thenn i forgot ._.



second day,
had breakfast at a dimsum restaurant !
thanks to wenbin dad for the treat :DD
we went to the outdoor theme park ! :D
damn fun.
tired roller coaster and many that i didn't dare to in the past. lol.
however there are still some that i didnt try though.
lol.
went to watch the spy next door,
touching movie ! :DD
went to have some fun after that,
and the guys came over to our room and made a video out of it. LOL.


last day,
we all woke up late,
checked out of the hotel,
and had another shopping round,
then thereafter,
headed back to singapore.