okay, shitty boring blog i have now.
still editing the pictures i have with everyone on my birthday,
but i just have to edit at night as 3/4 of them belongs to pictures w guys, and most are guys who came to my bbq.
and my mum will go, walau, so many guys, bla bla bla.
shall try to pretty much update as much as i can.
(:
im just too lazy.
okay, Jerome's been back from china for a week or more,
and his school started already.
while my holiday just started.
i'll just try to pick him up everyday,
while i find a part time job.
i need to save my thousand bucks.
if i cut down on shopping, cab and what not, i might (:
while's he's away, i'm mostly out at bugis, with my another of my best friend, KRISTERRR NIO.
LOL .
and thanks QAD, boonseng, chris didi and bob for celebrating my birthdaym together with desmon and krister.
thanks ah, love all of you deep deep.
Hahahaha.
Thanks for all the wishes.
lol. but what i've wished for didn't come true again.
(:
Been pondering very much over some certain things recently.
and have decided to let go some stuffs since my 28th may's bbq.
this year's 18th birthday for me, no doubt is very happening and eventful,
yet i feel lots of pain.
great talk w marco that day.
opened up my thinkings and everything.
thanks boss.
i'm trying so hard to return what you need.
am doing so now.
let's just hope, my story won't be written all over again.
like twice it used to be.
no matter how much others insult me, i'll just try to forget about it.
maybe the time is just not enough.
the waiting length isn't there.
when the story is completed,
won't be around anymore.
Nineteen 
