okay i'm pretty much feeling so painful but i got nothing to do now.
at work, gonna off in like 20 mins but im volutarily staying here till eloise comes !
i wanna jubeat jubeat jubeat ohhh ~
hahahaha.


okay, been pretty busy recently?
i think i got nothing to do much nowadays except for work, play, study, all sorts of rubbish yo.
lol.
Anyway, one pretty day, i went ICESKATING WITH QAD ~~ how awesome !
i fell down and nabehhhhhhhhhhh, i actually have a blueblack on my knee and i fell on it.
and wow, we saw people practising to dance and so on. ice skating ballet maybe?
they're so cool ! and even those small small kids are better than me ! :D
awesome, they're adorable!

okay, and i've been like out with jerome see shao hong most of the time now :D
im a no lifer.
i miss QAD ! especially the times that she come over my house to stay !
hahahahah.
AND CONGRATULATIONS to both of us,
BECAUSE WE PASS OUR DRIVING BASIC THEORY TEST !
THEN NEXT WE'RE GONNA GET OUR FTT, THEN FINALLY PRACTICAL !
YAY.  i hope we can drive really soon because we are just so awesome hohohoho ^^V

and i meeet some really awesome people at work nowadays,
my colleagues are sofriendly and nice ~
lol. okay im being so retarded. but yea its true.
and some scary encounters i guess?
and some really bad people who scold me when i did nothing except pick up their calls. ^^V
hahahahaha.
tummy pain nao ~ bye ! :D
^^V
i promise to update more.




and i swear, i cannot lose you ^^V

Several nights, i've been thinking.
whether i should..

Sometimes i really wonder,
whether things i do, is right or wrong.

when i walk on the streets alone,
it set me all out thinking.
One day, i'm just gonna fall and never pick myself up again.

Register now if you're interested ! :D

800th post.

i'm tired.
physically and mentally.
i need to sleep.
and, i need your listening ear like before.
like months ago.

i think, it's also wrong.
i don't think, it's also wrong.
i never attitude, it's still that i attitude.
i attitude, it's still that i attitude.
i help or not, people will still take it that i did not help.
what am i to do?

why bother? if you're just making use of me in the first place,
tell me.
Everything's my fault.
I think or not, you guys will dislike it/find it offensive/attitude eventually.


FML.

if my concern isn't what you want,
tell me, please don't lie.
i know calling your friend to ask where you were the next day after your special day,
was because i really cared for you, wondered if you did eat your meals.
maybe you don't need it, neither do you need me to care.
but i did all of these out of concern, i just don't want anyone to lie to me.
why? did i do everything to deserve this?
just because i care?

Happy 18th birthday, my love.
(: i wish that you're always happy.
i don't know if you do visit my blog,
but i hope you feel that you're special.
(:

i'll post more soon.
Anna's getting more tired by the day.
numb by everything that's happening.

hi, i feel unhappy now.
i love this picture.
you can call me childish,
but who in the fcking world likes to share the person they love with someone else?
fuck you seriously.
you can call me crude.
anyone likes other girls calling the one you like, husband or laogong or w/e?
pissed.
pissed !
damn you.