Well, blogging from blackberry now.
The medicine has pretty much made me sleepy, but I still cannot sleep.
Sometimes. I wonder wtf is wrong w me ?
No one will probably read this, but yea.
3 weeks has passed, I just need more time.
I still feel as bad and as terrible.
But why ?
Pushed myself so hard, now I'm finally sick, yet I'm not happy, not satisfied, not fine.
Was it supposed to be like this in the first place ?
Why gave me something that will make me fall badly?.
Nineteen 
