I'm probably just another girl <3

Saturday, April 30, 2011

还是担心

I was jumping like crazy when received the news that its so successful..
But.. the next day cried so hard and so much..
The news was different..
But lucky you're fine now..
Awake but weak..
Till now ii still can't sleep..
They said, no news is good news..
There isn't any news for 24hours..
Still worried..

Love, Anna at {/2:53 am}

I love you , darl..
you're awake, but weak. (:
please be strong, continue fighting!

Love, Anna at {/2:38 am}

My head's spinning, but i can't sleep.

Love, Anna at {/2:30 am}

I don't know what's wrong with me..
4 months has passed..
i hope you did hear what i say to you..
(:
please don't hate me..
i just want you to be happy.
there are better out there than me..
been thinking alot, i still think i wasn't good enough to you,
than how you were to me.
what i've done for you.. probably isn't just enough..
that 2 promise i made, i cannot fufill,
thanks to my stupidity.. (:
prolly someone will be able to reach the expectations.

Love, Anna at {/2:27 am}

Painful memories.

I may not feel as painful as you do..
but definitely i know how you feel..

Love, Anna at {/2:25 am}

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Elmo!

Thanks karen for helping me with the catch !
HAHAHA. LOVE THIS ELMO! :D

Been working, and loitering around,
of course which quite a number of unhappy stuffs happening.
i guess you'll be happy too.

Anyway, i can't stop playing jubeat!
it makes me relax a little or so kinda.
im just so frustrated, over some stuff.
Someday i will really switch off my phone for long hours.

Anyway, QAD, i love you,
try to be happy and cheer up okay,
although i didn't do anything or can't really do anything to make you happy,
but i guess the best thing is to let you be alone and relax now.

wanted to go sentosa alone today,
but weather wasn't good,
sides it's still qing ming.
shall wait til the time that everyone is free, then we shall all go together bah.
shall go bathe, append and go some place (:
byeeee ~
bless you all.

Love, Anna at {/11:58 am}

Thursday, April 07, 2011

Random Photoshoot.

Hokay Hokay, i know i look old in these photos.
sucks :x
anyway, just post htem up for random viewing.
(:

Love, Anna at {/12:41 am}

Tuesday, April 05, 2011

Fuck i had enough!

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG?
STOP ASSUMING, STOP PROBING!
AND DON'T THREATEN ME WITH YOU YOURSELF MEETING WITH A DAMN MISHAP,
OR WHATEVER THE FUCK IT IS!
I HAD ENOUGH!
EVEN WHEN I SLEEP I DREAM OF ALL THOSE SHIT.
irritated much!

I've got better things to do!
DON'T FORCE ME!
The next person that does this shit,
You're damned!

Love, Anna at {/10:24 am}

Saturday, April 02, 2011

Tired Of..

Tired Of Smiling So fakely,

Tired of Lying to myself that everything will be fine..

Tired of Watching My Loved ones in pain..

Tired of Seeing People being unhappy..

Got my GPA that morning of hangover..

Had XiaolongBao @ Farrer Park Area with Moses, Huiling, Karen, Cindy and Huizhen.

Pretty Nice, And had lots of fun eating with them.

GPA wasn't that bad, and when i thought that i had failed costing, i passed .

Better than some people i guess..

Waited for Poly results and wasn't expecting something.

But i didn't get into poly.

Okay i pretty much lied.

Although i acted fine that i didn't get into a poly,

i was actually feeling really upset,

wanted to cry, but i didn't,

yet i just laughed it off.

how stupid?

April Fools was yesterday.

Didn't Fool anyone,

but probably i fooled myself by saying something,

and say that it was just a lie..

why is everything so different?

I'll post more photos soon..

If i can have many wishes for my friends,

i wish that QAD will feel happier,

LilingTwinny won't be so troubled,

That particular you will be better,

People at Tornado will be happy , and real happy and healthy ,

hope su's bump will go away, daw and rez won't be sick,

and cloud, i hope that his eyes will recover..

oh well.

that's when im gone prolly. HAHA.

(:

Tired .. (: everyone is. i cant be selfish.

Love, Anna at {/9:40 am}