Well, the one week of praying's finally over,
but definitely an awesome week spent while doing things.
Kenneth, derek, me and my bro practically had no rules hahaha.
Kind of felt that everytime i help out during celebration it will end like fast.

Back to reality, mon's a working day again...

Changed my blog link because baby could see..

i'm heartbroken too.
I just iwshed that you'll understand that its not that youre not important.
but i was eating and then praying, thus the slow reply..

My friends are important..
but you're more important than them that i neglected them..
Do you know baby?
Please don't keep saying such hurting words..
i can't take it anymore.
ive been crying and crying since you're not here..
it's damn painful..

A penknife's slit's more painful than a scissors cut.

Who can listen to my troubles? No one.

When i'm angry, it's easy for you to make me happy.

When you're angry, you heck care me.

When i needed you the most, you chose to give me a coldest shoulder that i detest.

Is there where i can always say my troubles?

Or rather, even if i blog it here, someone will see?


2 days ago, you were fine.
Your birthday, it was, but you were all alone out there.
Did you actually know that i planned something?

As i type, my tears flow, mum never fails to realise that i'm down.
Sometimes even when i lose my temper at her when i'm down,
she's still the one there.
Thanks mummy, i love you.

You asked me few hours ago,
what's so good about you that's worth me crying,
and that no matter what, i wouldn't give up and stay on.
but you know how painful i felt?
when i want to give up,
i think of the consequence,
how upset you will be.

Have you ever thought that what you say pricks me?
like when i am anticipating for you to come back,
and you say you don't anticipate to see me.

You know, i don't have the courage to say,
i will set you free one day,
for you to roam and find another girl,
better than me.

Sometimes, maybe a visit to the beach will be good..

Dear Wind, Please blow my troubles away..

Blow my troubles to somewhere far away.

Dear Baby,

Happy Birthday (: Although you might not see this (:

Hope that you're happy, and wish that everything goes well for you.

Thank you for being my support whenever i need  you.

Thank you for always thinking for me and about me (:

Hope you won't feel bad mood, and im still waiting for you to be back.

Love you, and happy birthday (: