Just pretty much realised today is the last day of 2011 that i can blog *Mouth open widely*
What a year!

2011 is pretty much a challenging year for me ):
I already had my setbacks at the beginning of the year, the it slowly became better, and now it's still good.
Changed job from tornado to tanchong realty,
but i still love Tornado alot.
So i wont forget them. :D

Now I've got hinwee baby,
everything changed.
He's a grown up, i'm just another small girl.

Anyway, i'm tendering in few days time.
I wanna go back to school so freaking badly.
hahahaha.

Okay, i dont want to elaborate4 liao ! :D

hahaha.

Byebye :d, till next time!

Hi blogger!

Did you miss me?
back after so long.
The end of year is coming soon.
2012 is coming!
will the world come to an end?

I won't make any new year resolutions this year,
because i know i won't fufill it :P
anyway these few days i'm relatively happy, because i did something that satisfied myself by being useful.

Work isn't good,
treat like dung,
clearing shits for people,
but still been said, i never do any work.
rahhh. never mind.
throwing letter soon!
i'm going to go back to school.
i want to go back to school that badly!

I'm gonna be myself again!
although i treasure alot, i live in fear of losing it.
so i guess, it's time for me to be myself!
No, i have always been myself! but i want to improve on myself!

Anyway, i hope honeymoon period won't be over for me and baby.
i can't take it when something upsets me pops out.
i'm sad. okay?
lol im being all emo-istic now.
LOL.

okay, back to myself.
I've practically planned out a little bit for myself, a little bit of what I want here and there.
and i SHOULD NOT SPEND SO MUCH MONEY.
REMIND YOURSELF THAT ANNA.
HAHA.

and i'm like into mahjong now, but i don't have the luck.
soooo. popiii all my luck comes to me.


okay thats all for the moment! be back soon!

Well, the one week of praying's finally over,
but definitely an awesome week spent while doing things.
Kenneth, derek, me and my bro practically had no rules hahaha.
Kind of felt that everytime i help out during celebration it will end like fast.

Back to reality, mon's a working day again...

Changed my blog link because baby could see..

i'm heartbroken too.
I just iwshed that you'll understand that its not that youre not important.
but i was eating and then praying, thus the slow reply..

My friends are important..
but you're more important than them that i neglected them..
Do you know baby?
Please don't keep saying such hurting words..
i can't take it anymore.
ive been crying and crying since you're not here..
it's damn painful..

A penknife's slit's more painful than a scissors cut.

Who can listen to my troubles? No one.

When i'm angry, it's easy for you to make me happy.

When you're angry, you heck care me.

When i needed you the most, you chose to give me a coldest shoulder that i detest.

Is there where i can always say my troubles?

Or rather, even if i blog it here, someone will see?


2 days ago, you were fine.
Your birthday, it was, but you were all alone out there.
Did you actually know that i planned something?

As i type, my tears flow, mum never fails to realise that i'm down.
Sometimes even when i lose my temper at her when i'm down,
she's still the one there.
Thanks mummy, i love you.

You asked me few hours ago,
what's so good about you that's worth me crying,
and that no matter what, i wouldn't give up and stay on.
but you know how painful i felt?
when i want to give up,
i think of the consequence,
how upset you will be.

Have you ever thought that what you say pricks me?
like when i am anticipating for you to come back,
and you say you don't anticipate to see me.

You know, i don't have the courage to say,
i will set you free one day,
for you to roam and find another girl,
better than me.

Sometimes, maybe a visit to the beach will be good..

Dear Wind, Please blow my troubles away..

Blow my troubles to somewhere far away.

Dear Baby,

Happy Birthday (: Although you might not see this (:

Hope that you're happy, and wish that everything goes well for you.

Thank you for being my support whenever i need  you.

Thank you for always thinking for me and about me (:

Hope you won't feel bad mood, and im still waiting for you to be back.

Love you, and happy birthday (:

My blog is so dead.
okay i promise to update SOON! :D

i should just kill myself and die.

I should just fuck off ya.

Why is it always this way? ..
Sometimes although we're good, but when somehow we just argue out of the blue..
i too, wonder what am i ? ..

uh-oh. my blog's so dead.

anyway, find some time soon to keep updating yaa ;D

sorry ppl!

im not good, im not good,
i was never good.
i am so inferior.
and lousy.
i can't do anything to make anyone happy.
i suck seriously.
sucks to be me isn't it?

Okay, things changes..
well, Firstly and unexpectedly,
i got together with weeeeeee (:
Hopefully, we'll remain like that,
and we'll be happy. (:
And just nice, Our dates the same as suhaila and jeffy !

It's a good thing, 
i hope you'll be happy with me (: 
Righttttt, Chen Xin Wei? :D
And probably, i could really be a good one to you.
 








Don't know what's wrong with me too,
probably i still have too many things preoccupying my mind that i cannot sleep.
kind of a torture, because i'll end up sleeping until the afternoon, since i have the whole week off,
and it will probably screw up my body clock.
but damn, how how how? -.-


Been thinking about getting a school, 
but im staying at tornado for the time being, until i really think properly.
it's not that i dont understand the advice you give,
i do understand, and i do remember.
well... i guess someday, i'll have to voice out properly about how i think also.


Brother's been kind of a disappointment,
and family's matter getting more and more.
I've been kind of not at home and stuff.
But doesn't mean that im not bothered, neither do i know.
i do care, just that i think im too useless to help out.
i just want my family to stay together and be happy. 
oh well. every family got their own problems, isn't it?


Terence, in case you see this,
i just want to let you know,
i didn't talk to you, because as a sister,
you disappoint me badly.
you're my brother,  you're supposed to set an example for me, 
but i don't understand how you can do all the stuffs without thinking too carefully.
you're too naive.
Please don't blame me for scolding you or what.
i just wantyou to be awake.
but if you can't probably you're just too stubborn and retarded.
i guess.

Okay, Hi again! 2nd post (:
some random photos from Butterfactory ,
and Eloise's birthday at Double O!
Because im too lazy to write,
just view kkes !

Hey ! Back for more updates :D
My blog's been rather dead without pictures,
so yup, gonna slowly update more :D